"Notes in my drawers, songs in my pockets"

First off I have to say I LOVE that on OTH last night that they played my all time favorite Gavin DeGraw song "She Holds The Key". It's apparently going to be on his new album coming out in May so that makes me even more happy. When Rachel and I saw him live in Austin back in June of '05 I almost started crying when he sang it just cause we were so close and he's just so damn sexy.

Second thing I have to say lately I've actually been feeling really good with Eric. Like I don't know I just have these stronger feelings recently in the past few weeks. I guess just not spend every single day with him like I was doing just makes my heart want to be with him and I just have this happy feeling when I know I'm going to get to see him at work. I didn't work last night and I haven't seen him since Monday afternoon and I probably won't get to see him till tomorrow night at work but just the being away from him makes me long more for him...if that makes any sense. But I think y'all understand what I'm trying to say. Also he lost his cell phone on Sunday night so since he doesn't have his phone these nights that I don't see him we don't even get the chance to talk so that also is kind of one thing that makes me want to be with him or talk to him. One thing that does suck about it is that I just kind of still get a little jealous feeling cause I don't know what he's doing or who he's hanging out with(remember that Summer girl I mentioned in my last entry yeah ya know).

Third thing is that lately I'm just really relieing on music more like I used to be it's just making me feel much better lately about everything whenever I listen to my i-tunes. I don't know why but it just does it's like I feel that my i-tunes is just telling me a story about how I'm feeling, it's crazy.Ok well that was my rambling for now.